Papa ki pari hun Main

paaa...thats may be the 2nd word i learnt after maaa :-)

i cant even imagine hw life wud have been without a supporting dad like my Daddy....

He is the one who i love most in the world(n mom is always annoyed at me coz of this *wink*)

I still remember the time how i use to sleep in the hall and dad used to climb up 2 floors carrying me in lap n bring me to the room n at times wen even though i realised that he is lifting me i used to still pretend as if i m sleeping so that i can be in his lap:-)

today i m missing him a lot....havent met him since the time i have come home...he is off for a business trip......dying to meet him...

When i recollect childhood then i can remember the songs that daddy used to sing for me....though he is one of the worst singers i have seen n i have inherited that skill of singing frm him*wink*

I used to be studying in my room n dad wud cum quietly to watch me...n if he found me staring at walls then he wud sing fm my side "Mera padhne me nahi laaage dil"....n i use to give him excuse that i was revising the points that i just learnt :P

n the day i used to get done wid my exam he wud sing" Panchi banu udd ke chalu mast gagan me...aaj main aajaad hu duniya ki chaman me"...:-)

in mumbai to encourage me he wud sing "chote chote shehron se hum to jhola utha k chale"

n to top it all was his song as soon as he entered the house n didnt see me he wud call out for mr n sing :Tujhko naa dekhun to dil ghabrata hai...dekh k tujhko dil ko mere chain aata hai"...i loved it wen he sang this song for me

My dad has the capability of making me feel most special....love u papa muaaah....

unlike other fathers, wen i cal him frm mumbai n tell him that i dont feel like studying he wud ask me to go watch a movie so that i freshen up my mood.....if i tell him this a day before exam that i dnt wanna study he wud say" padh lo beta mumbai university par ehsaan kar do"

I love him for everything....to the world he comes across as a strong person, but he is a kind of person whose eyes r filled wid tears if he sees an emotional scene on TV, whose heart cries wen I m in trouble……he is the best ;-)

Now that I m remembering him dil se, he is calling…..to be continued J

my life so far.....

this is my first blog....thinking about wat to write n hw to write...

thought wud just start with myself rather my life so far.........

U wont be wrong to call me a small town girl living in her own dream world....blessed i m to have wonderful family which supports me in my every venture!!!!!!!!

nw that i think wat to write i remember the time wen around 5 years ago I went to the DREAMCITY MUMBAI.....

Law was not that i had thought for myself since childhood but it was destiny that I suddenly wanted to do it because of my desire to do something different which no one else in family has done.........its a usual desire of mine to be different from the crowd.....

I can still recollect the time when DADDY n ME went to Mumbai n were there for 18 days to sort out everything n each time we were low dad used to sing for me"Chote Chote Shehron se hum to jhola utha ke chale".....

Naive i was wen i went there,too innocent to understand different kind of people who existed in the world........but time teaches everything!!!!!

My hostel was awesome, it gave me enough opportunities to make wonderful friends, understand human behavior n mould myself accordingly...

Now when I was leaving hostel forever i realized that i m not the same person who came there 5 years back...i was transformed from naive to smart, from innocent to may be shrewd or rather calculative...i did not like this change in me coz this is not wat i wanted to be but i m helpless!!!!!

but ya the biggest difference that i found was that i have atleast fulfilled one of my dream i.e. getting a job in my dream firm since 1st year of college....I feel so content wen i my loved ones told me that they are proud of me :-)

one thing i hate to do is to change myself for anything but i think its not too big a prize to pay for achieving dreams of my parents n loved ones!!!!!!!